SELAMAT JALAN MAK

The ending of Endut bt Awi's life journey.


May Allah forgive her sins and be placed among the believers. 

Diri ini masih belum dapat menerima sepenuhnya pemergian mu. Masih terngiang2 ditelinga suara memanggil2 meminta air, minta urutkan kepala yg sakit,mengadu kaki lenguh2. Allah... 
Hopefully God forgives my sins too much impatience while taking care of you. 

However, peluang 5 hari yg diberikan Allah sewaktu koma,ku manfaatkan betul2 masa yg ada. Ku jaga dan layan seikhlas hati bersama seorang lagi adik. 

Syukur sangat kerana dapat berada disampingmu ketika dikau menghembuskan nafas yg terakhir. Rasa begitu cepat kau tinggalkan aku. Belum puas berbakti,kau telah pergi dijemput Ilahi. 

Mak,ingatanmu,pesananmu,bebelan mu, didikanmu akan ku kenang hingga akhir hayat 😭😭😭
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So Soon-Maher Zain

Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around  [x2]
But I'm so grateful for every moment I spent with you
'Cause I know life will not last forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on' cause I know it's been too long
I've got to stop the tears , keep my faith and be strong
I'll try to take it all, even though it's so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I'm so thankful for every memory I shared with you
'Cause I know this life is not forever

You went so soon , so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on 'cause I know it's been too long
I've got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I'll try to take it all, even though it's so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone

There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just could not help asking: "Why?"
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we'll return, ooh